5/16/2017

I thought my life was too easy and felt guilty for it. How shallow was I? Not appreciating all that I had... not realizing that wasn't an easy life, but a blessed life.

If I knew, making something for myself meant losing so much and hurting so much, I wouldn't have done it. Regretting so many things tonight.

Which path to pick?

To go or not to go
Leave the soul, a little piece of it
Enter the garden of eden,
The fruits aren't forbidden anymore,...
The enigmatic rivers launder the brain
It's only a little soul after all.

Keep your soul, the whole of it,
Enter the unpaved path,
Be wary of lizards or butterflies
Monsters or angels, tulips or titan arums.
The soul is intact, may be.
Garden of Edens is the plethora of gaiety
and the unmapped pavement to mystery is alluring!!!