My midsummer night's dream

Do dreams really mean something?
I hope it doesn't.
My dreams the last couple of times.
They weren't scary.They were pleasant.
Just not something I must dream about.
Leaves me with nothing but guilt.

Do dreams really mean something?
I hope it doesn't.
They say "an idle mind is devil's worshop"
and I say "they are so right", But is it the devil,
or my crying heart?
My dreams weren't scary, weren't mighty,
what they were, are vivid.

Do dreams really mean something?
I hope it doesn't.
It isn't something i must dream about.
A past that has left me.
I thought I was far ahead,
But guess not far enough,

Do dreams really mean something?
I hope it doesn't
Tales of past that abandoned me,
From which I sped, as slow as I could
But then, I was not fast enough.
The rusted memories do haunt me, sometimes.
I am so far and I cant see them anymore,
I have questions, umpteen of them,
why all these imprints, too embedded to erase
Y not just leave me with all the pain I sure can bear,